I just want to write and thank everyone for all the sympathy messages
and love I received for my beloved shakespeare. I'm so sorry it's took
so long but my heart just wasn't into it. But I do really appreciate
each and every one of you (not just your notes). I don't know if my
post of what happened to Shakespeare upset anyone, if it did I am so
sorry! I had typed both letters as they were happening. I knew I could
go to the FML and everyone would understand what pain I was going
through.That's why I had to come on the FML and talk it out to you
guys. I knew you were all good listeners and more understanding then
anyone could hope for at a time like that. Thank-you all for letting
me cry out to you. I will be sending thank-yous to each and everyone
of you personally. It's just that, that's so final and I haven't been
ready to totally accept what happened to my sweet boy. I still cry
everytime I put Gracie to bed alone in her cage. I feel so bad about
it. She is taking it well but I you can tell she misses her snuggly
Shakespeare to sleep with. Eventually I may adopt another ferret about
her age to keep her company But I'm not quite ready for that yet
either. I have to first accept what I've done and be able to live with
it. I know things will get better in time. Just thank-you all for being
there when you were so needed.

Oh, I still read the FML everyday and there have been so many wonderful
stories and antedotes lately. Keep them going, they cheer lots of
people up. The little "fights" that go on between you are.... well...
actually fun!!!!!!!! Please keep sending them in.

[Posted in FML 5730]