I just want to write and thank everyone for all the sympathy messages and love I received for my beloved shakespeare. I'm so sorry it's took so long but my heart just wasn't into it. But I do really appreciate each and every one of you (not just your notes). I don't know if my post of what happened to Shakespeare upset anyone, if it did I am so sorry! I had typed both letters as they were happening. I knew I could go to the FML and everyone would understand what pain I was going through.That's why I had to come on the FML and talk it out to you guys. I knew you were all good listeners and more understanding then anyone could hope for at a time like that. Thank-you all for letting me cry out to you. I will be sending thank-yous to each and everyone of you personally. It's just that, that's so final and I haven't been ready to totally accept what happened to my sweet boy. I still cry everytime I put Gracie to bed alone in her cage. I feel so bad about it. She is taking it well but I you can tell she misses her snuggly Shakespeare to sleep with. Eventually I may adopt another ferret about her age to keep her company But I'm not quite ready for that yet either. I have to first accept what I've done and be able to live with it. I know things will get better in time. Just thank-you all for being there when you were so needed. Oh, I still read the FML everyday and there have been so many wonderful stories and antedotes lately. Keep them going, they cheer lots of people up. The little "fights" that go on between you are.... well... actually fun!!!!!!!! Please keep sending them in. [Posted in FML 5730]