A big hello to all you Rescuers! My name is Helga Clark and I HAD A DREAM: I am sitting in the biggest, most beautiful valley on this planet. I had just rescued every abused animal in this world and mind you; this big valley was full! God had just granted me my lifelong burning wish -- to be able to confront and punish each and every one of those ugly human beings who could without remorse inflict such horrors and pains on these helpless creatures. He just gave me the power to do to them whatever horrible atrocities they did to those suffering animals. My dream come true. I m the judge. Finally, I am the judge! I can give them what they deserve! I can show them my anger! I can torture and make them feel the indescribable pain! It s my ultimate dream. But what is this, why such heavy feet? Why such heavy heart? As I reach, the oven door will not open. As I lift the bludgeoning tool, it will not fling. As I fill the syringes, they will not release. And as I withhold food and water, my heart is heavy as lead. What is this, just why can t I do this, my life s dream? Dear God, I do know why! You were willing to let me have my way. You outsmarted me again. Please forgive this ragging soul. You knew all along that I COULD NEVER BE THIS CRUEL My husband Harvey and I are owned by 7 of those abused but now the most spoiled fuzzies around and we live in the Land of Lincoln, Belleville to be exact. I found the FML through Ferret Central and both have been the greatest source of information for me. Thank you Big for putting up with us! Hope to meet you some day. We travel a lot with our kids and will do so more this next year after Harvey retires. Hopefully we will be able to join Ferrets across America and be of some help there. (We ll be talking to you, Ron!) So folks, be prepared for our calls to meet you at your local Mickey Dk s! Thanks to all the folks on this list who share all their valuable knowledge, their happy times and sorrow s. It s a pleasure to know you all! Helga The one who s motor runs on ferret kisses. [Posted in FML issue 2888]