With heavy heart I must make this post to you all, please don't flame me I am hurt enough. Today my sick little one went over the bridge to be with all that are already there. I am so sad I just on't know what went wrong. She was fine yesterday but today she took a turn for the worst and I made the decision to help her to the bridge the vet said she was having problems breathing and by the blood count it was to late. I wish I had her back in my arms, I held her the whole time today from the time I got up, until I laid her to rest next to my favorite dog. I miss her so much and she hasn't even been gone but a few hours. NOW, I know just what everyone else is feeling that have the lose of a little one. They are so help less and they depend fully on us for their care but when one goes it hurts to the bone. As I say my finally farewells to Angelina tonight under the stars, I hope everyone will hold their babies and Thank God they are heathy. Paula and the gang of 8 one truly missed baby :( [Posted in FML issue 2772]