Tigger and Fredo, Mommy misses you very much. I still cry for your pain and worry that my decisions may have caused you more. I wish always that I could have healed you, and kept you with me longer. I miss Tigger's hugs and capacity to love. I miss singing to you and watching you sleep holding your little paws. I miss all of the things that made you who you were and that no other ferret shares completely. I feel so blessed to have shared your lives and your deaths. I know you both loved me in your own way and I appreciate that gift. I still cry and ache to hold you again. I miss the feeling of peace that settled over me that Christmas when I held you both while you were sleeping and you didn't know you were next to each other. I hope you are whole and warm and happy, and if you can, let me know you are near from time to time. Until we meet again my little loves.... [Posted in FML issue 2535]