Hello To all of you who have been so helpful about Happy's chemo. He crossed the bridge yesterday. He was very peaceful, I had been holding him and he wanted back into his bed. He wouldn't eat or drink anything and that told me that it was almost time for him to cross. I told him that we would miss him a lot but that he could go see his brothers and sisters who were angel ferts waiting for him. Damn....I don't care how many times we go through this..Its hard. He was only 3 years old, too young to leave. The other kids miss him. They have been going into his bed and sniffing for him. He was the eldest. Just wanted to say thanks to all who offered the good advice about chemo. Hopr I don't have to make that decision again. Gay and 5 kids missing their bro. Ferret Haven Shelter/Rescue of Boise [Posted in FML issue 2453]