Dear FML, It is midnight Alaska time. The vet just left my house for the 2nd time today. This time he left me with 1 less fur child. Jasper was helped to the bridge tonight. He crossed over without any fanfare but now I know that there is one more war dancing fur baby to entertain and delight our Lord. I just wish that I would have had more time with him. He seized for almost 40 minutes before I got him stable and was almost gone by the time the vet got here. At least he died peacefully in my arms. I hope I never get used to this feeling. But it hurts so much, Goodnight, Diana and Th Ferret Farm [Posted in FML issue 2442]