its late here and i cannot sleep.... tonight while walking from the bathroom i accidentally stepped on one of our new ferrets... Key. And she died tonight at the animal emergency clinic. She died because of shock and internal bleeding. I stepped on here... I didnt see her in the darkened bedroom.... she went into shock after i stepped on her.... and now... my roomie is heart broken.... and me... im numb now.... and i fear sorta about what will happen.... tomorrow we're off to the vet so one of he other ferets can be put under so a blood panel can be done because Arizona is either under-weight because of old age or because she could have adrenal disease or pancreatic cancer..... how do i deal with another one of the newly adopted ferrets dying.... and how do i deal with my guilt over what happened... how? Margaret Hastie [Posted in FML issue 2378]