Dear Jean, My heart goes out to you. Your decision must have been agonizing. It's is very unselfish & generous of you to make the decision to adopt out your own in order to be able to provide a permanent, loving place for those you know will not find a home. No one ever said life was fair, unfortunately...if it was, there wouldn't be any need for foster homes. I, as well as all of us I'm sure, respect your decision & commend you for your good work & dedication. I would appreciate knowing the facts, if only to circumvent similar circumstances that are within my control. Your fellow foster mom, Juliana [Posted in FML issue 2374]