i just wanted to thank everybody for there kind words, Bambi was our baby, and our 4 year old daughter is taking it harder than we thought she would. I was going to personally thank everybody myself but I lost all the e-mail. I just wanted to let everybody know that it meant alot to me to have so much support. It's still very hard to think that such a wonderfull creature had such a short life, but I am just glad that she's not suffering and in pain anymore. Bambi had canine distemper. We don't have a dog and we got her 9 week shot but before we got her 12 week shot she got sick. The Vet is now questioning weather or not Bambi got her 6 week shot through marshall farm. People from Marshall Farm call me everyday about bambi and I have to explain the whole thing everytime they call and it's making it so much harder on me. They told me that this weekend they would ship a replacement ferret out to me, and I got so mad!!!!!! Bambi can and never will be forgotten in this family and she WILL NOT be replaced. They just acted as if this was an everyday thing, I sure hope to god that it's not and if it is I hope to God something is done about it. The people I have talked to so far seem to have no feelings what so ever, how can they not? I was sitting in my chair today thinking about how unfair life has been lately and chills just ran over me and I could swear to God I smelled Bambi's smell in the air. I felt so much better thinking that she is still with me some how but maybe I'm selfish for wanting her here. I hated seeing her in all that pain but I would give anything just to scoop her up in my arms again and to feel her licking my face and attacking my hair when i lay on the floor to watch T.V. everybody keeps telling me that it willl get easier, but I feel as if it never will. I just hope that she is happy where she's at now, free of pain and she knows that I still love her with all my heart and soul and she will ALWAYS be my little angel girl. Hannah [Posted in FML issue 1852]