Hi everyone, First I'd like to thank those of you who e-mailed me in regard to Roscoe. I made the decision over the weekend to skip the biopsy and go ahead with chemo if Roscoe didn't improve. I had a really bad feeling about the biopsy. I called this morning (monday) to cancell the biopsy appointment but somehow I was talked into it by my vet. I called at 4 pm to check on him and they said he was doing well and to pick him up at 6 pm. At 5:30 I got a call that Roscoe died. I can't tell you how mad I am at myself for not listening to my inner feeling and allowing myself to be talked into such a thing. I also am mad at my vet (ex-vet) for not taking my feelings seriously. I've cried already, when I found out about Roscoe's probable diagnosis. Now I'm just mad. If any of you ferret owners have a bad feeling about something like this listen to it. Science only goes so far. I only wish I knew this before. Erin. [Posted in FML issue 1654]