I know that Racy's mom will probably not get to read this since she removed herself from the list but just in case ... I am very sorry to hear about your loss but you do have to try and remember (lord knows it's difficult) it was an *accident*. From the things I have read that you posted in the past, you are a wonderful mother to your little ones and Racy knows that you didn't mean to hurt her. Please try not to beat yourself up - we were all pulling for Racy but unfortunately, she had to cross that bridge. I know she knows you loved her very dearly and she will be waiting for to see you again someday. Please take care of yourself and know that we're thinking of you. Sincerely, Georgette and her tribe. D. Pasquino/G. Peters Toronto, Ontario [Posted in FML issue 1364]