Robert, so sorry to hear you had to make "that awful decision" but be comforted, better to put them down then keep them alive and unhappy so WE can be happy! I haven't lost a ferret yet, I'm a new ferret mom, but had to make that decision two years ago for "Max" our twelve year old cocker spaniel! I feel your pain, it was awful and really hard to let go, but far worse to keep him alive to keep me happy. Max is still greatly missed, but much happier and heathier the same for your Rascal I'm sure! So miss him but remember he's in a far better place and until you meet again.... Kimberly, Elliott & Elise [Posted in FML issue 1267]