I am so terribly sorry about your loss - my heart and best thoughts are with you. I do have to agree with the others who have e-mailed in that you should get another - I had been through three successive losses within a period of four months (cancer all) and not having those little feet scurrying all over the tiles in the morning was heartbreaking. I waited a few months and then got three more (Thelma, Louise and Reno) and the joy, laughter and love that they bring into my life each day is priceless. I understand your relutance to get attached to another so quickly (feels like a betrayal) but you have to remember that you're not replacing Cody, just making room in your life for another. Good luck and Godspeed- [Posted in FML issue 1233]