Hello Everyone I just wanted to tell Robin how sorry I am about the loss of Peppy, I have a lot of experience with the negligent mother feeling. When my Loki first got sick, I felt so helpless and like such a bad mom, but what can you do about cancer? It's the same in your situation, what more could you do? You did the best for him. Just be thankful he is not suffering and that you made his life happier. Good Luck Marie, Oshi, TAZ-man, and Fenris the Brave [Posted in FML issue 0793]