Through the years I've seen many ferrets leave our realm. Each time my heart is shattered, I tell myself this isn't about me it is about them. They needed me and I was there for them, no matter how long or short the time. Many of the Rainbow Exotic ferrets that came to me have passed, a few remain that are now 7 and 8 years old and I see them slowing or disease settling in and I know the outcome. But I was here for them and it is about them, not about how many times my heart is shattered. Each time I read or hear of someone not wanting more ferrets because of the pain of loss, it hurts my heart, because there are so many ferrets in shelters waiting for that special loving home of their own. I understand the pain, more than some will ever know - I've seen many ailments that caused their beautiful spirits and bodies to dwindle till it was time to have our vet help them leave, I've faced tearful nights of lovingly cuddling a dying little one, and I will continue to help others because it would hurt more to not help another when I can, to know they sit in a shelter waiting, or not knowing what will happen to a craigslist ferret that is old and sickly.... I do it because it isn't about me, it is about loving a ferret. Warm hugs to all. tle www.ferretfamilyservices.org [Posted in FML 7880]