My sympathies to you. Something is not right in your life or your past life. Whatever happened to you, I hope that you heal one day. You are hurting emotionally/mentally so much that you ease your pain only when you hurt someone else. That is so sad....for the other person and for you. I do not know what happened to you to make you so vengeful and to want to hurt another person as much as you are hurting but please seek some professional help. Nancy in OR [Posted in FML 6581]