Hello, My sympathies to you and all your losses in 2009. What a lovely tribute you have done for your bridge babies. I understand exactly what you are going through. We at Ferret Friends have lost a numerous amount of fuzzies this past year. I know there are days when you think you cannot cry anymore, you say to yourself my heart can't take anymore of this, and days when you think you just want to quit, the pain and loss are too much too bear. Especially if you lose them so close together. Then like clockwork that phone will ring and it will be another sad tale of a ferret in need, a ferret that needs a temporary home to come to and be loved. You dry up those tears, try to mend your heart and off you go. The minute you see that little confused face it's all good again. The love we have for these little throw away creatures makes it all worth it. Take Care JoAnn Ferret Friends Rescue [Posted in FML 6566]