Shron - I remember when you first started posting about yourself and about Rocky. I, who usually just lurk on the list, have also met and watched many members grow and develop on this list. First posting tentatively, with questions, and then more positively, as questions are answered and encouragement given. You have become such a caring and concerned caregiver to Rocky, never worrying about whether your questions or remarks would start some firestorm, because that is not important, only the answers and information are. You have become an educated and empathetic ferret parent, and I, for one, think, when you can, that you should consider making another ferret a loving caregiver. It would be a very lucky ferret, and there are so many that need loving homes. When the ache subsides, think about it. NOT to replace Rocky, to love another in his honor. And about him, you might contact Bob C., as he used to be very appreciative of our babies "shells" for study purposes....and is always, respectful with them. He has learned and passed on so much education from these studies. Bless you, and Rocky. Nancy in Colorado [Posted in FML 6286]