Hi alexandra, I never post anything on fml because of the way people are treated on here but I had to tell you how bad I feel for you in your time of loss. I have read your delightful tales of ping and pumas adventures and many times they have brightened my day. I can not say I know how you feel because that's impossible, but my heart goes out to you. You did everything you could with puma but he did not want to stay without his buddy. I hope todd will be okay and will put some of the light back into your life. there are some very cruel people on this site but I hope they will leave you alone in your grief. I know ping will be waiting at the bridge to welcome puma and I hope that will help you to get past the sorrow a little bit. Jodi [Posted in FML 6099]