Me again, if I came across harsh, to any of you, you know this is and was not my intention, it was strictly towards the lack of care and decency, the vet knows who she is... Please try to see my point here, I've lost my share of ferrets in the last 18 t yrs, and loved them all, but have never experienced this vet thing till now.... Please try to understand, Scooter and I had a bond that was the most amazing bond I've ever had.... Scooter wasn't my pet, he was my child, my whole world, and I'm lost, I know I have to stop being angry, and start healing with all the wonderfull memories we shared... You will not here any more negativity from me, as I'm trying my hardest to heal, but never forget. I'm sorry to all for bringing you down, as this I'm sure you know was not my intent, so it stops here.... You all have been amazing,and its because of all of you that I will get through, and I can't thank you all enough.....The next post will be when I get another little guy, waiting for me, he was born the day Scooter passed, and although nothing will or could ever replace Scooter, I will tell myself, Scooter was reborn into this other little guy, and we will make new memories..... Deb --aliano [Posted in FML 6080]