Well another said day for us today, April 2 we lost PC "nickname" to Adrenal and today we had to help Butter Boy "nickname" cross the bridge, that was a total shock to us, he was fit as a fiddle, and then we noticed him dragging his back legs we naturally we though Insulinoma, I picked him and felt a large mass in his tummy, he went to the vet this morning and there was nothing that we could do, it was in his liver, spine and lymphodes, this happened in the matter of 2 days. As always, I held my little man as he crossed the bridge, whenever I picked him, if I didn't put him on my shoulder he would climb up there and when I would move him he curled his little toes, and that was no different today. I was waiting for the vet to give him the injection with tears rolling down my eyes, he turned his little head and looked at me as he always did when he was on my shoulder, but this time, he licked the tears from my eye... It never gets any easier no matter how many babies you have lost. I send my sympathy to all who have posted the loss of a baby that I have not sent a email too... God Bless... Billy and The Fiesty Ferrets... PC and Butter Boy, daddy, gramma, and all of your brothers and sisters and cousins love you and miss you so much... I love you babies... Daddy... [Posted in FML 5937]