We found my Shakespeare. I am so heartbroken. I remamber yesterday him and Gracie Girl were playing under the recliner while i was in it. They never play under there. I felt gracie and reached back and got her about. i felt all behind the recliner for shakes and waited about 10 ninutes before thinking he must not be under there. he would have came out by now and i got up closing the recliner. I killed him. he broke his neck. I just hope there was no suffering . I can't bear it. i knew the danger of recliners and have always kept my ferrests away but this time ..... I loved him so much . I can't beleive i did this! I don't know even how to handle it. Now I ask for your prayers in his death. Pray he is safe and made it to the bridge. Pray he met his "sisters and brothers" there and they will help him. he was only a year old and just beautiful. He loved his Gracie girl and his puppy. Bella. He loved to get into a bag with handles and be pulled around the house by Bella. He loved to get in the tub with the cold water running and would stay in there forever. He loved his treats and his Froot Loops (though these are no no's). I can't stop crying and i prayed to the lord to take care of him. Thank you everyone for any prayers you sent our way. They are much appreciated and much needed!!!! [Posted in FML 5723]