Dear Lizette It was very hard to read your post, I wanted to just scroll on past. But I didn't, I read every heart breaking, gut wrenching word. I read it because I know how easy something like this can happen to each one of us here on the FML. I recently nearly lost my tiny Bizzy girl when she impossibly climbed onto a chair, then impossibly wedged into a half inch space, then stopped breathing. It was hard to admit I allowed this to happen, hard to tell 3000 people. We must help others learn from our mistakes. My heart aches with you my friend, I wish words could undo what can't be undone. We can learn from words though, thank you for reminding me that my ferrets *helping* me load/unload the dishwasher could very easily turn into a heartbreaking disaster. Their *fun* has ended as of this morning, we will find something safer to do. Ardith [Posted in FML 5630]