As many of you know, I recently lost my "baby girl" Sasha on March 21st and it was a devastating, unexpected blow that has proven to be far more difficult to accept and process than I ever imagined. I knew she was so very special to me but I just didn't realize quite how attached I was to her until she was no longer a part of my every day life. I miss her terribly and I wonder at what point I'll be able to mention her name in conversation and not "come undone". As healing medicine, I have put together a memorial page of sorts where you can see my "baby girl's" photos and some other things that I hope will honor her life. And I also hope to soon have my own personal webpage/site that will contain a more thorough memorial to Sasha and additional info. about Snowball as well. In the meantime . . . to view Sasha's memorial photos and guestbook, go to: http://community.webshots.com/user/Flyinirish33 Many thanks to everyone who has so graciously provided support to Snowy and me since Sasha's passing. We really appreciate your efforts and kind words. Snowball has been showing delayed signs of depression in the past week and I'm going to take him to one of the local shelters this week for some play time - to see if he's wanting another companion or if he would just prefer to be in an one ferret home by himself (he never did like being around other ferrets besides Sasha, his "Sissy". It's difficult to know right now what he's wanting but I'm trying to help him work through the grieving process as best I can. It sooooo breaks my heart to see him so sad and withdrawn, as if he's lost his will to live, but I think there's much hope for him still! Very concerned Jennifer and very sad Snowball :-S [Posted in FML issue 5202]