Andrea, God Bless you! I agree with you completely. Please give that baby girl a big hug and kiss for us. I don't blame you for being upset, but please don't let it get under your skin, you know what kind of care you provide and don't need to try and justify why things happened the way they did to anyone. It was God's doing that it went that way, we are only people, there are a lot of times we don't have control over whether there is a ferret vet available when an emergency occurs. Being a member of the FHL & FML doesn't always help either, sometimes there just aren't answers to all the questions us ferret owners ask ourselves, each other or the ferret knowledgeable vets we have contact with. I'll remember you and Rayna in my prayers that the results of her biopsy come back normal, I hope she has a speedy and uneventful recovery. Again, God Bless you! Me [Posted in FML issue 5129]