I am so sorry for all that you've gone through. You are a hero in my eyes. Depression is a monster, I hope that your dr can find something that helps. My thoughts and prayers are with you, and I understand. (ps - where can I find the blankies you have for sale?) Stacey Lamb mother of Brittany, 16 yrs old dx RSD/CRPS 2000 www.rsdhope.org mother of Jesse, 13 yrs old [Posted in FML issue 5132]