Wow, I am so terribly sorry for all your losses. It's so hard around christmas to loose loved ones whether they be your pets, your friends, your relatives...... This time of year is difficult for me as I have lost family members between Thanksgiving to Christmas and even my dearly loved ferrets. They are all special in one way or another. I am wishing you all a wonderful holiday and for things to start looking up for us all. [Posted in FML issue 5101]