Dearest Sandee, I've been wanting to write to you for quite some time, but between my not feeling well, and this computer, actually Comcast, isn't feeling so great either, I've not been able to get this of to you. How is my Osckiddy? Is she all nice an adjusted now? I'm sure she did because there was so much fun to be had, and she was all happy and healthy again!! Does she know that her brother Storm made the fml calendar this year?? She now has a furlebrity for a brother, how keeewl!!!! Does she know how very, very much I miss her? Does she know that not a day goes by that I don't think of her? This will be our first Christmas season apart. Does she know that I'm very worried about her big brother, Sammy and her little sister, Annie? Both have Adrenal, just as she did, (and Princess, & Tori, and almost every brother and sister there with her) Annie is a bit bald on her botttom, but stable after Implant. But, Sammy is becoming more bald, despite Implant. I've opted to go with surgical intervention, much to my great fear, but I feel at the point where he Adrenal wise, we have to. BUT, as Oskie knows, Sammy is the big brother!! Sammy is 8 , but his Dr. feeels is is a good candidate for surgery. Sandee, do you think you could let Oscar come down, along with a couple of other ferret-angels, maybe her brothers and sisters. (Angels don't take up much room!) Do you think they could be there in the o.r. and then maybe stay close by until he recovers? To lose Sammy, so close to Oscar, will be far too much broken heart to bear. Please Sandee, please let my girl know that my love for her, and for all of her brothers and sisters who are there with her, has not weakended a bit since she left. Oh, and too, could you please let her know that yes, I picked up on her visit. Bless her precious heart. She always did try to do her very best to make her Mommy happy. And I hope that she knows about the very sweet note from Dr. Parker. She sure loved her so much for the very short time that they were Earth friends. Thank you Sandee, for everything. I'm sure you're going to get a lot of notes like this, the closer the holidays become. Bless you. And as I close, I send a kiss to my babies. We'll all be together someday, then I can give 'em as many big, slobbery, face ful-o-fur kisses as I possibly can. Thanks Again Mommy Sue [Posted in FML issue 5036]