Need some healing thoughts right now... Nibbles has been with Ferret Corner Shelter since 2002. She came in here with 3 boys that have all since passed on. Dakota, Drake, Diesel She went in for adrenal surgery July 6, 2004 only to find out it was a right adrenal and due to complications with vets and stuff down here we opted to NOT have it removed. She would just live out her life here with us and we put her on melatalonin. http://www.geocities.com/ferretcorneraz/smnibblesnov04.JPG http://www.geocities.com/ferretcorneraz/smnibblesnov04a.JPG Nibbles and her brothers came from a moth ball infested place. she would "nip" at you and LOVED to catch your face. I can't tell you how many times Shawns got bit. She only did it out of fear. But we just kept loving her and holding her and playing with her. We adopted her and two of her brothers to another shelter that wanted to have them there with them. After a couple months and a surgery on Drake, we all decided that we wanted them to come back here. I was so glad to get them back. One brother, Dakota had passed away suddenly and Drake was sick with no reasoning as to why. He stayed for a couple months then we helped him cross over when his time came. Nibbles has been a single ever since. And she's been pretty happy about it. She can keep her house however she wants and no one but use comes in and messes it up! She hasn't bit anyone in months. and she only bit cause someone pulled her out of the cage without letting HER come out on her own. Warned them she likes to wake up and come out on her own. but he didn't listen. then held her to his face. she just gave him a reminder :-) he laughed and said it was his fault. oh my goodness can this girl talk up a storm! She is a Daddys girl. Whenever she hears Shawns voice she thinks it's time to get up. She could really care less about me. She wants her daddy at all times! What a doll! After her brothers passed she was a single ferret. We've only recently introduced her to Bonnie who was another single. Bonnie is like the little sister you never wanted! LOL Nibbles still get her free time away from Bonnie and they don't room together. Yesterday Nibbles was her normal self. Running and investigating everything. no problems. About 11:30 pm last night while we were doing cages I thought something was strange. I was in her cage vacuuming and she wasn't trying to get out of her hammock and come out. So I pulled her out and we knew something wasn't right. She had what appeared to be blood on her vulva. I gave her to Shawn and got a warm face cloth to clean it off. She laid with Shawn most of the night. with him crying the whole time. He gave her to me and he got her carrier ready for me to take her to work with me today. She was very lethargic and pale. We gave her some pain meds and that seem to help (she would kinda cry a little once in awhile. but not much). We think that the tumor on her right adrenal gland has gotten worse. Causing the blood in her urine. I got about 3 hrs. sleep last night and she is here with me now. I am going to the vet in about 45 minutes. She is moving a little and lifts her head up but she just doesn't look very good at all. She is just over 7 years old.. Ok. first. the vets office has a new vet that I REALLY LIKE! She has a ferret of her own! YIPEE! Now onto the news. The vet is thinking along the same lines as we were. She has been adrenal for well over a year and her body is now feeling the affects of it. Having your hormones messed up for that long takes a toll on these kids. She also can't rule out insulinoma, or lymphoma. We didn't want to have anything painful done to her. Just wouldn't be good for her right now. She is doing a little better today. moving a little and looks more alert. but not by much. But because of this. it isn't time yet for her. Hoping you are doing the right thing is so very hard. The vet said she could stay overnight but I decided not to since there is no one there in the evenings. I don't want her to be alone. So, they did fluids to hydrate her and gave her a shot to stimulate her appetite. She gave me some oral meds for antibiotics. If there in no improvement in a couple days then we know. So.. Right now we are holding tight.. Praying for a miracle.. Joanne Ruffner Ferret Corner Shelter [Posted in FML issue 4924]