Hello everyone; This has been a hard week. It has been wonderful to open my email and find that others do understand. I miss Annika so much. I had said before she died that I didn't think I could go through loosing a ferret again, but I just can't get my mind around being without a ferret. I am sure that I will start to look for a new baby ferret, I am just not sure when that will be, I need to heal and mourn first. Maybe in the spring, the whole birth and renewal thing is oddly appealing at this time. Again thank you to everyone who wrote, it has meant the world to me. Jenn [Posted in FML issue 4742]