It's been a week today that Jigs has been gone. He passed while lying on my chest. While I feel grateful to have been with him when he went, I cannot get past the feelings of the "what if's"................. What if I'd taken him to the vet a little sooner?????????? We knew that Jigs could leave us at any moment but that doesn't make it any easier. I drove poor Troy Lynn crazy calling her at all hrs. of the day and night, as well as calling the vet too. Bless their hearts for putting up with me. I just can't help but feel like there's something more I could have done.Am I the only one who feels like this? Angie George [Posted in FML issue 4309]