My Spaz is gone. My newest smart bomb, my torpedoe boy. Deep down inside he really was a sweet ferret, he just had a time adjusting to his surroundings and the others. He slept alone, and finally I would find him getting closer and closer to the others, sorta like a shy child wanting to be part of a group, and hanging around on the outskirts, instead. He would sleep under the bed, close by, but not with the group, till finally I would wake and find him sometimes curled up in a hammie with someone. I think Fenris was the one who will miss him the most, as when I brought Spaz home, and placed him for the others to say their farewells, Fenris draped his body over Spaz and laid there for a long period of time. It is a long story, and one that I guess, I just don't want to relive, right now,as , I have gone over and over in my mind all day. Rest in peace, sweet Spazzy , you are free now... no more pain, no more suffering. [Posted in FML issue 4293]