It's with a heavy heart,this morning. I went in to do meds/soups & found Grizz laying on the floor,cold, whimpering. I picked him up,wrapped him in a blankie ,holding him to my chest as I raced to get the phone.Called vet & said I was on my way. I raced my old car at 90 with hazards flashing,running red lights,ect, blasting the horn for ppl to get the heck out of my way!!Grizz gasped one good time & was gone.I still proceeded to the vets.He confirmed that Grizz was gone. We took him into the backroom & opened him up.I wanted to know what had happened.Preforated bowels. So,I took Grizz back home to be buried sometime today.But first,I wanted his *family* to get to say their goodbyes.His twin brother,Bear,laid next to Grizz,pawing,whimpering,as if trying to get him to wake up.Bear is still laying on Grizz.The other ferts sniffed & some laid down for a minute next to Grizz.Bear has stayed. So,in awhile,I'll take Grizz & put him to rest with the others.In a hanmmie that Diane I had sent him.He was a 9 yr old shelter brat who knew what love was in the 2 yrs he's been here. I'll miss you dude,Go dance with Bandit,Lil Girl,Lil Britches & all the rest of the crew from here.I love you Sandi Heaven Scent ferret Rescue/Shelter http://fuzzyslave.tripod.com [Posted in FML issue 4276]