Well it's been three days since CJ passed and some strange things have happened. Maybe it's just coincidence. Yesterday I was sitting on a chair in the bedroom when I thought I saw something moving out of the corner of my eye. When I looked there was nothing there. I went back to writing in my journal when I saw it again. So again I turned to find nothing there. Right at that instant, my little girl Cindy who had been sleeping under the bed, popped her head from under the dust ruffle. She was staring in the direction of where I thought I saw something moving. She started to sniff the area and then she ran into the closet. A few minutes later I looked in on her and she was sound asleep in an area where CJ liked to nap. She has never napped in the closet. A couple of times now I have thought I've seen movement in my peripheral vision only to see nothing in full view. Has this happened to anyone else? Maybe the grief is just causing me to lose my mind for awhile. Another bizarre thing that happened yesterday was when I checked my phone messages there were two messages from my home alarm system telling me that the alarm had gone off and the police were dispatched. I got home and nothing was touched or out of place. The reason why the alarm had gone off was because it sensed motion. No doors or windows had been opened. My other two ferrets were in their room with the door shut. The alarm is set to not detect anything moving under 40lbs. There has never been a problem before with the alarm system. Again, maybe this is just coincidence. I joked with my friends today at work that CJ was still wreaking havoc in my house even though he's gone. Please, nobody flame me. I don't know what I saw. Maybe my eyes are doing funny things from all this crying. I would like to think that my little boy's soul came back for a visit before he heads out to the Rainbow Bridge. Jennifer, Cindy & Pete (missing CJ) in Arizona [Posted in FML issue 4155]