Hi all, I had 5 of the instant camera's that I hadn't taken and gotten developed. Today my daughter came and said she was tired of seeing them just setting on the shelves and she took them and got them developed. When she handed them to me she looked kinda nervous and I didn't know why so I kinda looked in the first envelope cautiously and right on top was pictures of me holding Tazzie, rocking and singing to him the night that he died. My eyes were all puffy, my nose was red, and Tazzie's wheels were setting on the sofa arm right beside us. I didn't even know anyone had taken the pictures so they were a real bonus for me. It was just like it happened. He didn't look to be in pain in any of them. He was content there in my arms and I was truely blessed to have him share his life and death with me. It has been almost 6 months to the day. He passed July 29th,2002 and it seems like yesterday and it also seems so long ago. I miss all the things that I did for Tazz. I miss the excessive licking on my eyebrow or arm, I miss all that Tazzie did for me and I just plain miss Tazzie. Tomorrow I will open another envelope and see what it has in it. I didn't want to spoil the connected feeling I had with Tazzie so I stopped with 1 envelope today. Thank you all for being the fuzzie lovers that you are. Lois Missing 8 Hugging 16 In memory of my little superman Tazzie [Posted in FML issue 4044]