It turns out Osiris had Juvenile Lymphosarcoma and there was nothing anyone really could have done. At least I now know what happened to him, I just can't believe I lost him at only 6 months old. Thank you so much to all the people who took the time to write or send a postcard. It meant so much to me. And although my eyes are still puffy and sore it warmed my heart to hear such kind words and understanding. I may have only had him for a few months but he has changed me forever and he will always be in my heart. I got his body back from the vets today and buried him in my mom's garden and covered his grave in flowers. Awhile ago someone posted about having got a ferret tattoo. They mentioned they had the flash, if that person is reading this could you please send me a copy. Thank you everyone, Kiri [Posted in FML issue 3976]