I just wanted to let you know that Sonny went to the Rainbow Bridge on Memorial Day. I'm sorry that I didn't let you know sooner but I just couldn't believe he really passed this time. He has been up and down so often but with love, meds and chicken gravy I've always been able to build him back up. Sonny had insulinoma, adrenal disease, and a serious heart problem on top of it all. He was 6 years old and when he got sick this time I knew he was leaving. You really can tell by their eyes. I hear you guys say it all the time. Sonny is just one of 17 permanent rescues I have left. You would think with that many that I wouldn't be able to get so attached to any of them but they're my babies. I'm with them 24/7. My schedule is their schedule. If we leave we bring in baby sitters. (my daughter or her boyfriend) I see him everywhere and hear his little feet clicking on the floor. He is my little Edith Bunker, you know run run run. Believe it or not this is the 7th ferret I've lost, not the 1st. And yes they all hit me this hard but I will always go save another one. I can't stand the thought that there are little ones out there that need to know love before they pass and not near enough people to do it. I'm so grateful for all of you animal lovers out there. Because of this list I know that there are fuzzbutts out there being rescued and loved tonight. Thank all of you for being you. I'm sorry I rambled. Missing my babies & kissing the ones I can. Lois [Posted in FML issue 3803]