Well, this is only my second time to post. I've been lurking for over two years now. I would like for Sandee to check in on Samantha. We had to help her across to the bridge on Wednesday at 5pm CST. She had exploratory surgery two months ago and it revealed an enlarged spleen, tumors throughout her abdomen and a bad liver. Even after surgery she had a great quality of life for two months. It wasn't until Tuesday night that my husband looked at her and said, "I think it's time." We made the appt the very next morning. Letting them go is the hardest thing I've ever done. We had to help Davis, my little boy, to the bridge one year ago on the 12th. We've got one little girl, Abbey, still with us. I think she's sick of us by now. We don't let her run by us with out picking her up and cuddling her and kissing her. Sandee, please help Samantha find Davis and let them both know now to be scared that we will meet them again someday. Thanks! Jo missing Davis and Samantha. And loving to pieces, almost literally, Abbey. [Posted in FML issue 3807]