Dear FMLers, I'm Jasper's mom. Jasper was one of the sweet babies that passed this week. He was 6. His dad has written to this list, but this is my first time. First off, I'd like to thank all of those wonderful folks who sent cards and extended their sympathies. You don't know how much that meant to us. I find myself reading this list daily and realizing just how special all of you are. We all have a bond -- the bond of fuzzies. Although our two kids are now gone, I don't think it will be for long. I know that my life WILL be incomplete without the scamper of little fert feet. I'd also like to send my sympathies to all of those babies who have passed or are about to go to The Bridge. I read your stories, cry and know that our kids are together. It's truly helping to read that we (my husband and I) are not alone in dealing with this. Please know our thoughts are with all of you as you struggle, too. The pain is still great and it comes in waves. Sunday is the one week anniversary for us and I'm sure some candles will be lit and tears will be shed. Sometimes it feels as if it will never end. I wake up and expect to hear Jas sighing in his sleepy place under my nightstand. Or I expect him to come through the doorway just to check if I'm still at the computer. The little things really do mean a lot. Wishing all a Happy (Fuzzy) Mother's Day. Hug your fuzzies. Melissa Together Again: Jasper (Mr. Man, Noodle) and Teeka (Roo, Girlie Girl) [Posted in FML issue 3780]