I just want to thank everyone so much for all the condolences on losing my Illura. I sat there reading them and wailing in tears, but I appreciated everyone's words so much. I don't think I stopped crying for nearly 24 hours straight... i would wake up every few minutes last night, remember what happened, and start sobbing again. Now I think I'm all cried out. For any one who is or has gone through this, I'm so sorry. Again, thank you all so much. Rachel and Lola [Posted in FML issue 3691]