Many ferrets rescued from exotic animal auctions are frightened and have been physically abused, not knowing the love and kindness of humans. Rusty was blinded in one eye from some type of physical trauma and we can only guess what his life was like before us. He didn't let his past stop him from learning to live like a ferret deserves. trauma. Rusty could tussle with the best of them and he always gently put them in their place. He was never a cuddler or a kisser to humans but comforted newcomers and ailing ferrets. Rusty and I had a special way of showing affection. I would roll up his back end and tussle him and tell him "I'm getting your butt" and he would dook up a storm. Whenever he'd see me and wanted affection he'd grab his own butt by rolling up in a ball and placing his front paws behind his back end and he'd dook and roll. He got so I could tell him to "grab your butt" and he'd do it right away, tickled at our 'affection'. Each evening Rusty would cruise our home, softly dooking to himself. A few days before he died, Rusty searched out secluded places to sleep, away from the others. I knew even though I couldn't admit it. Even on his last night here in this realm, he wouldn't sleep on my chest. He did sleep in a blanket next to me and I was able to rest my hand gently on his body as he drifted off to sleep, never to awaken. Rest well my love.... Hugs to all. tle Troy Lynn Eckart Ferret Family Services http://www-personal.ksu.edu/~sprite/ffs.html http://www.geocities.com/Petsburgh/Haven/5481/ Please sign up to support our charity http://www.iGive.com/html/ssi.cfm?cid=46&mid=58395 [Posted in FML issue 3652]