I have gone back to work, i guess i am stronger than i thought i was, it is a few more days on a paycheck, when you are working commission, and this is the best time of year for our department, i need to make what i can, and then roll with the punches? I think i surprised a few people there too. Especially the manager of the store. ( She seemed, disappointed?) Some of the girls seemed like they couldn't be nice enough, but just doing my work and staying clear, if they want to give me the sniff test, they will have to work @ it. I have till dec 4th so...who knows which way the wind blows... Eppy? I have heard from a girl who's sister had ferrets, that she was walking her dog, a few wks (?) ago? Time frame in a crisis situation may sometimes become uncertain, but she said she saw a little animal in the street, @ the curb..passed, by the time we heard the news, the street sweeper had gone through, so. No body, no proof, that it was Eppy...the first sighting said he was east of here, this was west of home, so...i will continue my search for my lost boy. I am not sure if all these trials are a test of my faith, or my endurance? OR maybe both? I don't want to even think that mabey my Eppy has been swept up, like dust and disposed of, so i cannot focus on that, but to pass fliers out in that area, to try to elicit some response from folks living there to back up this story. Todays project, probably. i am still looking for Eppy, though...still going to place fliers door to door. Someone somewhere has had to have seen him. For his sake, i just hope that someone has taken my little lost boy under their wing and care. Still...loving you Eppy.... Mommy in Wisconsin [Posted in FML issue 3620]