It has been 1 week, since I helped Scooter cross the bridge, and it isnt getting any easier. I still cry all the time, and it hurts so much. Sandee could please tell him that I miss him more than life, and I hope he found his brothers and sister, gonzo, tango, cinnie, cash, and luke. Please let him know that we all miss him very much here, and I hope he still has his penguin. Hope he found a good stash spot for it. I love you baby. And I miss you all. Please take care of each other til I can get to you again. Love, Mommy [Posted in FML issue 3635]