I just cannot seem to deal with this! My 3 year old rescued ferret is dying and cannot be helped! She was so mistreated before I got her and deserves so much better than this. She has adrenal, many kidney tumors, and other tumors on her liver and spleen also! I am hoding her now and waiting! She has lost a whole pound in one week even with me feeding her through a syrenge. The vet says to put her to sleep , but I cannot seem to do it! i feel bad she is in pain but do not want to be the one to kill her! It is just so unfair! She was my first ferret and I love her so much I cannot bear to lose her! I have 6 others but noone will ever replace her she is the top dog here! How do I just let them kill her? Is it really time to let her go? Please anyone tell me what to do I am dying inside here! I just have never had any of my animals die and I have a lot of them! Some are getting old but still very healthy. I know this post is long and I am sorry but if anyone can please just tell me if you think it is time I feel like a murderer even thinking about it! Denise Sorry for rambling! [Posted in FML issue 3300]