Bad news first. Well first off this is Julie and I am the one that lost 3 babies within 2 weeks and had a necropsy done on 1 and had 3 biopsies done on the first one. Well we got the results back, and it seems as though all had died from liver failure but all the reports showed no reason for the failure. So needless to say it has really sucked around here. I am also furious at the lab we sent Cinnie's body to. We called them and asked if I could get her body back (no matter how it looked) and I ended up not getting it back and she was destroyed. I was so upset and crying, and I called them and raised all kind of mess. Anyway we had a memorial for her and put a cross on the boys grave for her. I miss them so much, but it really does get easier as time goes on. And with all the support from all who wrote me helped tremendously. Thank You. Now for my good news. I went to a friends yesterday who runs a shelter. I ended up with another Albino baby, and his name is Merlin. He is adorable. He had a rough day and I felt so bad for him. We had to drive 2 hours to get him, then 2 hours back with him, and I had to go to work, and he came with me as I wanted the Dr. to take a look at him, and so he could get his shots. He was so tired by time we got him home, that he konked out in his blanket and slept all night. Didnt go potty. Poor thing. He got his first tour of his new home this am and he seems to like it here. He is really cute, and he is about 3. Well I am going to run for now, and I will write more later. Julie [Posted in FML issue 3162]