Well, today we did something we knew was going to happen eventually: We put Pele down. She had surgery for intestinal cancer and we knew that it would kill her - but we never had enough time with her. She turned 6 in October and had her first surgery in November - and then another in April. She hadn't eaten on her own much since that last surgery, but I didn't mind feeding her by hand 4 times a day. She took it all.......what finally did it for me was when I could see that she was struggling - and that no matter how long between feedings, I could feel that her stomach was filling with tumors. I vowed that she would not suffer - and so this morning, Ern and I took her to the vet for the final time. She was so tiny....so frail....but so strong. She fought the Iso, and it took 4ccs of whatever it is they use to euthanise before she let go....She joins Yod He Vawhe and Bruiser over at the Bridge and takes my personals down to 4......Poor Dijon, sibling to Pele and Yods - she's all thats left of the trio. I hope that Pele knows that we were there stroking her fur as we released her from her pain....and that she knows that we loved her very much. She was a tiny little girl, never much over a pound but did match her name, the goddess of fire. No squeak toys around Pele, she would bite you and make you drop the toy....to the point of chasing you! To some, a "typical MF sable", but to us, a very special fert. We will miss her very much. Lisa Leidig, Head Ferret The Ferret Haven "By-the-Sea" http: www.ferrethaven.org Want to help The Ferret Haven By-the-Sea? Register at iGive.com by cutting and pasting this link: http://www.iGive.com/html/ssi.cfm?CID=1236&MID=854 [Posted in FML issue 3068]