Wow, you guys never cease to amaze me, you are so kind its not even funny. I want to thank everyone who e-mailed me, called, send cards, and helped me through this awful time. things are about the same but, life goes on. i just want to let you know how much you all mean to me, can I send you a fuzzy, or how aboutr a 15 yr old. LOL Anyway, I'm on new heart meds this week and I still feel like crap and i go to the shrink next week, my insurance wouldn't take the one I picked out, so got to find a new on. My son came by sundat to get the rest of his stuff, as I sat outside with my stepdad, I saw him go to the cages to kiss the ferrets, my heart was breaking, he told me he loved me but we just left it at that, I told him I will always love him. his dog buster, went to the hospital on monday, he isn't doing well, I really think he misses the brat, no SF found but has V/D and on meds. He comes home tomorrow and i hope he'll be OK. We have 2 lost ferrets here this week so anyone lost one? BTW, I have a Petco baby, my second one in a month, they are turning them over to me if they see any problems. Erin is an angel at the Petco stores, they aren't all bad! The point is I talked to the Mmanager about not getting MF babies so young, he is going to get this addressed regionally and see if they can do something about not taking in babies so young. i thing we can make a difference, I lso told him Petco could do a great service by bocotting MF babies or getting them to ship them older, he has seem the age dfference in a year, so it is true about the age thing. I hope we can change things, i hate seeing these little babies going throughso much trauma so young. also Petco is letting Erin and myself do a Ferret Ed day this month, april 29th, 1 to 3 at the Spring Mt. store. Lets shw up and show the support they need to help change the Petco attityde about ferrets. Please call me for more info. My webpage is up but still under consrtuction, http://www.zyworld.com/24KFERRETSHELTER/Home.htm any help woud be appriciated on this site. Again, trhanks to all, and Farmflower, you card was so beautiful, i may want to post your note if thats ok on my wb page. gotta go dumpster diving for yard sale stuff soon so I'll talk to you all later, CJ 24 Carat Ferret Rescue And Shelter [Posted in FML issue 3027]