hi, I just wanted to say that every time I get done reading mail of sad stories or even poems..like the one i thought you loved me...it makes me want to go get Banx and give her hugs and kisses. That poem on the last list was very sad. I cannot even imagine ever giving Banx away because someone else doesn't like her. Banx is so very important and special to me. I love her so very much and I cannot even think about her not being around. I know someday hopefully many many years from now I will have to deal with Banx crossing the rainbow bridge, but it will be so difficult for me. I never knew how much I would become attached to her. She is like my little baby. Every time I read about someone losing their precious little fert, it makes me cry. I just want to let all of you know I pray for anyones sick ferts and hope they get better really soon. Also, that my thoughts and prayers are with those who have ferrets crossing or are already over the bridge. It is very sad to here all of the stories of sick ferts. The list is great to read, but every time I read it I have to go get my little fert and give her lots of love Well have a great day everyone..hugs and dooks to all Laura and Banx [Posted in FML issue 2951]