Dear squeeksz,

Last night this poem came to me and now I know why. At the time you
were going thru the dilemma of what to do, get another fert, don't get
another fert, I was writing this poem. It seems to be written just for
you and is dedicated to all of us who have ever battled doing it "once
again".

Sue Pyron

Once Again

Just as the moth is drawn to flame,
it seems my heart is drawn to pain.
The pain of loving you is clear,
but now before I shed one tear,

I tell myself my heart will mend,
but I will never do again.
The very thing I'm thinking of,
I'm op'ning up for one more love.

Another love will someday leave,
and for him once again I'll grieve.
But now I simply can't resist,
the joy of one more ferret kiss.

So once again I choose this path,
and take the risk of ferret math.
Again I open my heart's door,
and love like I have not before.

Until the day I say goodbye,
'til once again my heart will cry.
Again I'll say"I'll never mend".
Then I will do it all again.

s.pyron
10-23-10

Hide not amongst the shadows of grief,
but frolick openly in the meadow of memories.

(I wrote this too, to help me know what to do in a dilemma
 of my own, to not hold a passing with such grief.)

[Posted in FML 6860]